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Keith Buster Torkelson's 2023 Prose

 Keith Buster Torkelson's 2023 Prose


Includes



Family Involvement in Engish and Spanish

2023 Results since 2009 – Several Wins




TM_Art_Prose_14102504_A_Pen V2023

Classed as Art-Prose

Initial: 20141025: Updates: 20141030:

Brought Forward: 20201015-TH:Brought Forward: 20230119-TH:

 

Back Story

Back in 2014 Buster had been engaged working with the Orange County Health Care Agency (OCHCA) for about five (5) years.  The County (OCHCA) sponsored the creation of a consumer driven annual calendar.  The work called A Pen was written specifically to submit with the Calendar contest.  The themes above were those areas as prescribed by The County.  This work addresses something Buster had and has a strong position on: War.  It grew around the statement: The pen is mightier than the sword.  Years ago Buster wrote a song he called Message to Mister IRS.  The message was “I think they use the money to build weapons of war”. 

 

You Tube Message to Mr. IRS

He published Mr. IRS on You Tube yet a song engineer he knows indicates some remixes are in order.  Buster believes one of the biggest callings in life is pursuit of the Nobel Peace Prize.  One of his favorite musical artists is Peter Brian Gabriel.  Years ago PBG was awarded: A Man of PEACE.  Buster has been quite the doodler.  We have included The Song is Over doodle below.  I is not date yet most likely he drew as an upper classman at Rancho Alamitos High School in Orange County California.


Pick-up A Pen

TheKET, PMHW

 

Please retire your arms

Pickup a pen

 

In defense of

Those that were killed today

Under sanctioning for RIGHT

 

The war wounded numbers have

Decreased

Is that enough?

 

Retire our arms

P/U a pen

For carefully disposing of our

Weapons of War

 

Word Count = 48

Theme(s)

 

 

 

Hope

X

Wellness

 

Recovery

 

Community

X

Stigma Elimination

 

Protest

X

 

 

OCHCA Themes Plus 1




TM_Art_Prose_14103001_Resilient V2023

Classed as Art-Prose

Initial: 20141030:

Brought Forward: 20160621-TU: Brought Forward: 20230126-TH:

 

Resilience (Work)

KE Torkelson, MS

 

2014 Goings On

2 1/2

Years after Catastrophic Losses

Joan and I after Vicki Fiasco

Progressive Gains

 

Define Resilient

 

Developed as Contest Submission

Longer Version Status - None

 

Beliefs

Mistaken Beliefs

Distorted Thinking

Loyalty

Protective Factors

Recovery V Righting

RASR

Risk Factor


TM_Art_Prose_14103001_Resilient V2023

 

Resilience

KE Torkelson, MS

 

“For Today”

 

I believe

Again

 

I’m one you can count on

 

I focus

About meaningful engagements

 

Indicators signal

I’m doing much better

This episode

Of resilient Recovery

 

Exchanging risks for protections

Developing

And hopeful

 

Word Count = 48

 

Theme(s)

 

 

 

Hope

X

Wellness

X

Recovery

X

Community

 

Stigma Elimination

 

 

 


Prose_Alone_20000711_By_KE_Torkelson V2023

 

Feeling Lonely?

By Keith E Torkelson (11-1-97)

 

1997 What’s Going On?

Working a Program of Recovery

Cocaine Use

Associate Dean – Student Services

Known since 1985sh

No I wasn’t using in 1989

1989 suffered the onset of Anxiety complicated by a sleep disorder

 

A Spiritual Program

GOD Personal to Me

Elaine D. was recovering also

Mom liked Elaine for some reason

 

Never introduced Jodi R. to my parents

Jodi’s parents like me

Said I was the best one yet

Set-back for predicting Joan


 

Elaine (ERD) Slideshow




Was

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Feeling Lonely?

By Keith E Torkelson (11-1-97)

 

Alone again?

You could call a friend

You could go out and visit some wild and crazy people

Or you could go to a support group

 

Is it loneliness?

Or another feeling?

Have you had enough restful sleep?

Tempted to mood alter, can you resist?

Can you be satisfied?

 

Are you sad or mad?

Do you feel hurt?

Are you hungry?

Or have you eaten right?

 

Are you scared?

Alone in a crowd?

Is sleeping with her a viable cure?

 

Making for contentment?

I think I know an answer

Powers greater than us

Of which God is just one

 

(11-1-97)

 

God indicates to me

I AM YOUR LOVING GOD

I am with you now & ALWAYS Again

ASK ME FOR THE HELP YOU NEED

AND BE NEVER ALONE or lonely AGAIN.

 

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lady V2020 prose > lady V2023 prose

 

Feature Photo


 

Back Story

 

Namesake Lady

Whenever Buster thinks about the Label “Lady” he thinks first about his childhood dog “Lady”.  Buster’s childhood home consisted of 10 members including the two dogs. Lady went by many names including: Pare, Perodita, Henry and Hank.  Buster called her Pare the most often.  In hindsight the dogs were the most psycho-socially safe members of the house.  This writing is about Joan the Second Lady in Buster’s life.

 

The Year 2000

In the year 2000 I had been with Joan one year or so.  This poem I wrote about Joan.  When I comment on my writings I do so with the intent of having them read as a standalone.  Therefore I will repeat things.  In 2000 we begin spending weekends together at my apartment in Laguna Niguel.  Joan would come after work on Friday nights.  Even before she arrived I was making preparations to give her absolute attention.  On weekends where Monday was a holiday she would sleep over Friday, Saturday and Sunday.  Whether it was a Monday morning or Tuesday morning she would get mad at me and not pick up (stonewalling).  All in all we saw each other regularly from 1999 to 2016 or for 17 years.  Joan would say more like 22 years because last time I spoke with her she still considered us together. 

Weekends

 

Spirit

One of my favorite things about Joan was her spiritual life.  Joan worshipped The Mother Mary.  If Joan were to be re-incarnated she would come back as Sersi or Circe.  In 2000 I was rather emotionally challenged.  I was being treated for depression.  This work is part of my Codex Magnus Botrus.  Many of my works were handwritten.  Eventually I word processed the majority.  Even though this work is about my relationship with Joan the namesake comes from our family dog that my mom called “Lady”.  Lady the Dog or the Mom Dog was the safest association I had while growing up.  Lady went to heaven around 1978.  This immaturity I speak of was how I was handing the incidents when she would not talk to me.  With Joan it was hard to get and keep the momentum of positive experiences.  I think she was a proponent of make-up sex.  Make up sex never took hold of me.



Sersi V Circe

 

Is Sersi the same as Circe?

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The character Circe, who lived on Aeaea, an island in the Aegean Sea, and turned Odysseus' men into pigs, was based on Sersi. Under the name of Circe, Sersi also imprisoned the imps in Pandora's box in ancient times.

 

Joan’s Take Unknown

 

lady V2020 prose > lady V2023 prose

A Lady

By KE Torkelson

(June 3, 2K: 11:20AM: Saturday in Laguna Niguel, CA)

 

I lie here pondering with care

I have tried your patience

You are still there

 

May Jesus be our witness

I only wish love and kindness

On my ascent to emotional fitness

 

You’ll always be in the best of my parts, my heart

You have serendipitously moved me

To some of my wisest smarts

 

I ask you from deep inside

Forgive my immaturity some day

In our celestial ride

 

Magnus EMe

Codex Magnus Botrus

Photo of Joan the Early Days



Image of Sersi & Circe


Original

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Aeriana19921127 V2020 Prose

Aeriana19921127 V2020 Prose V2023

 

AERIANA

By Keith Edward Torkelson

11-27-1992

Aeriana19921127 V2020 Prose V2023

 

AERIANA

By Keith Edward Torkelson

11-27-1992

 

I never know when it is good

Till it's gone

Never know it is great

Till it's great again

Sinuously she snuggles so

Nearly makes me forget

The big build up and

Mutual release,

Then she is

NOT!

 

"AERIANA"

 

1992

Wake Forest Apartments

Transcripts Fall 1992

Photos 1992

Leanna

Mindy

Car Shopping

Watch Video

Microbiology Help

Dream Girl



Prose_By_KET_14082202_Light-Dark V2023

 

In the Light of Darkness

In the Darkness of Light

By Keith Edward Torkelson

August 22, 2014 (Friday) – Research Only

 


 

Wondering about the partial absence of light

Twilight

Adapting to the total absence of light

Death

 

The stage was in darkness

“the stage was in darkness and clear"

The fourth wall

Dark blackness gives way to hope

It may be gloomy today

Yet what of tomorrow

I turn up a dimmer switch

And the murk passes giving way to shadows and shade

 

At dust enters a new world

Another form of twilight

Looking for lights shown

Neon lights

Plasma state of matter

 

Surrendering the night shift

23 hour days replaced by 16

 

1 Friday Night per month

As a reward

.

Making camp before darkness falls

Sleep hygiene a priority

And again like so many nights before

Night time, hopefully with adequate darkness

Dark falls only to be picked up by natural light

 

What is darkness without light?

Twilight

“I only meant to stay awhile”

Those sodium lights that PBG speaks of


Two rules in the dark

No wickedness

Nothing evil

"lights shone in the darkness"

 

"the forces of darkness"

 

Evil & wickedness

Sin & iniquity

Immorality

Dark

 

Illumination

 

Brightness & sparkles

Blaze & flash

Glow & Shine

Light


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Notes

 

1981

Transition from Bell & Howell to Medata

Human Autotrophs

Prepare for Davis

Computer Science V Biological Science

1982

Pre-Biology

Hatchetman

Lumber Jacks

Photosynthesis

 

TorkBase search “power”

Power Plants

By Keith Torkelson

September 26, 1981

 

Plants, flowers, trees

Amazing in their own right

From the little parts that make the whole

I find traces of new in the old

 

Clues of distinction

Relics of extinction

 

About when did the green ones bargain for the solar force?

In my mind’s eye,

I’ve seen a world without sun

Chlorophyll reactions that sums equal none

 

High, old trees

Do you need this light?

Not in a world I see without sight

Is it rather peaceful without son or sun?

 

Adaptation you may have going

They are simply

Complex

Enough to protect you from the hatchet man?

 

Please, let the tree live

To grow and be big and tall

Let us plan for a fall, not our fall

Right, all

 

For I need these power plants

The good they do,

…is for me

and good for you to…


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Strokes

By: Keith Edward Torkelson, MS

March 18, 2002

What was going on in 2002

Self-talk

Positivism

287 ALN

Strokes

By: Keith Edward Torkelson, MS

March 18, 2002

 

You are safe

Not a thing you do is a failure

You are where you want to be

God gives you nothing you cannot handle

 

Take setback as learning opportunities

You are loved

You are not perfect

Everybody makes mistakes

 

A battle lost only makes you stronger for the

war

You are a success

Survival first

No one can know your journey

 

Time is on your side

There is another

A handful of friends are better than a pool of

discontents

Expect and offer dignity

 

Accept yourself and others

Take baby steps the majority of your life

You are special

Pursue your needs with courage

 

Fight against injustice

Love those easy to love

Take time to heal

Acknowledge and revere you freedoms

 

You are and will continue to be bless

Start over with courage

You want to minimize your vices

Redistribute your material

 

Pass on your knowledge

Favor net order

 

Discover and move to your own drum

Love all

In God you trust

Have faith in others before judgement

 

Acknowledge Jesus Christ

Seek pleasure

 

Your are healing

Persevere through the hard times

Reduce sacrifices

Communicate and compromise

 

Be honest, open-minded, and willing

The truth is you are over half way yet only

just beginning to live

 

Take care of business

Work hard and long

 

Sleep heals when in proportion to your

labors

Minimize pain

Life and all sub-components are processes

not events

Value and spent time with friends

 

Make new friends

You are a life-long learner

 

Keep reading and writing

Keep up on your math

 

Carefully monitor the portion of your

imagination you pursue

Set and continually revise you own missions


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@SOSPoem20000502ByKET V2023 Prose


ANTI-S.O.S. (No Help Needed)

Notes

This work was written circa 2000 a good period in Buster’s life.  His mother had passed away in 1998 followed by his father in 1999.  He was with his Most Significant Other Ever.  The text has a spiritual tone to it.  In academia after this date Buster’s GPA is 4.0.  In order to be done with Buster’s writings we will not edit them (Unplugged).  If we hadn’t committed to Unplugged we would tweak it a bit to make it read better.  Some of the writings have been edited over time.

 

^ = Carat = Correction

We will try note to correct or revise our prose (poems).  In some instances revisions cannot be avoided.

 

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ANTI-S.O.S. (No Help Needed)

By Keith Torkelson

May 2, 2000

 

Life at last!

Independent from the security machine (our mother)

By mistake I constructed a sign for my neck

This said “No Help Needed”

 

How narrow-minded

A wise man (Dr. Donald D) said “don’t try to do all things superbly as ^you go”

I need little help in academia

Yet, I need much help on the arts of active listening and social sciences

 

I thought that I had life down pat

Then, God possibly saw it fitting to straighten me out

He took my all, my energy, my mind and more

I couldn’t survive alone anymore

 

Now I wear a sign “Help Wanted”

Ministers, teachers, friends, relatives, women as well as the spirits,

God will you help me please

I now ask this on a daily basis

 

I met too many erroneous conclusions

with which to navigate this life on my own

Errors about substances and sex

Errors about dependency in general

 

Conclusion: I had to be a nut to think I did not need help

Now I need divine assistance more than ever

In aligning my ^skewed trajectory

While maintaining that quality that I have in overabundance...

 

Individuality


TM_Art_Prose_14102303_World-Peace V2023

 > Classed as Art-Prose

Initial: 20141023: Updates: 20141030:

Brought Forward: 20160621-TU: Brought Forward: 20230813-SUN:

 

Man of World Peace

KE Torkelson, MS

 

Gone

It’s gone!

Our Earth

 

Have you ever envisioned that?

When you close both?

Eyes?

 

They say it’s an

Illusion

 

Space up for lease

Previous renters

 

Life

Biologically

Imbalanced

 

Word Count = 48

 

Theme(s)

 

-

 

Hope

X

Wellness

 

Recovery

 

Community

X

Stigma Elimination

X

 

 









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