Dear God,
Where is - Are you?
Are you with me tonight?
God is stretching
Out his spirit
To reach me, tonight
From his center of All
Is he with Candace also?
Craig?
Kevin?
Lanaii?
Christ-ine?
Is God in King-size
With Mom and Dad?
I’m finding God may not be in me
Yet above, about me
Possibly with my Essence of Pre-conception
Feeling some warmth
Feeling some hope
I feel some authentic Love?
What?
Am I actually here for?
What has been and might be
My singular contribution
Of merit
Of record
On this World
Can God be in our plane: x,y,z
In our existence
About our commonalities
Am I here?
Am I here to enjoy?
Giving?
Taking?
From her, big mother Earth
God’s Time or Time separate
Our Life or Life apart
God
I ask you?
What now should I do and
Not ever do again?
Are you with me tonight?
Out his spirit
To reach me, tonight
From his center of All
Craig?
Kevin?
Lanaii?
Christ-ine?
With Mom and Dad?
Yet above, about me
Possibly with my Essence of Pre-conception
Feeling some hope
I feel some authentic Love?
Am I actually here for?
What has been and might be
My singular contribution
Of merit
Of record
On this World
In our existence
About our commonalities
Am I here to enjoy?
Giving?
Taking?
From her, big mother Earth
Our Life or Life apart
I ask you?
What now should I do and
Not ever do again?
Never have we appreciated
his face
Maybe
Because
I’m inside him
Can’t see outside
I am like an 80s
ribosome
In one of Gods
Hepatocytes
In the liver of God
I help him to make
Things
Over which he has
Indirect control
Over me and mine
I believe if he dies
As Nietzsche supposed
I may pass to
Moving next door to
Nothing’s domicile
Life is infinity
With an exponent of zero
One
Our constancy fades to
Nothing degrees Kelvin Land
And now a new “One”
Might ascend
To the throne
Of a future
Kingdom
Oh!
Yes, I believe
In
God
Amen, So Be It
Maybe
Because
I’m inside him
Can’t see outside
In one of Gods
Hepatocytes
In the liver of God
Things
Over which he has
Indirect control
Over me and mine
As Nietzsche supposed
I may pass to
Moving next door to
Nothing’s domicile
With an exponent of zero
One
Our constancy fades to
Nothing degrees Kelvin Land
Might ascend
To the throne
Of a future
Kingdom
Yes, I believe
In
God
Amen, So Be It
God
Help us…
I am listening to
James Bond (JB) themes
To one
I played
I danced
With Ms. Bunny Rabbit
She liked it
Rock’ in with Mr. Hound Dawg
He like it
Now we be rock’ in
To J.B. jazz
I went and obtained
Some more brews
My life is such a trip and fall
Used to be depressed
Now
Some good time
Let me fill ‘em up
Some of these paginas
Aqui
Yo estoy aqui
Ah
Miracles
Called
853-1212
Its 1:34:50
That time lady
Just never grows old
I don’t even know
Where I am going
Or what to do
Considering
Going to the NA meeting
At South Coast Hospital
Tonight
It is East Meets West
Meeting at eight
After I am returning home
Sleep at nine fifteen
No drinking
So I can drive sober
No sense getting busted
Going to a meeting
Let us talk
NA
That is Narcotics Anonymous
For the novices
In reality, to truly be clean
I need to give up all forms of drugs
Alcohol, nicotine, and caffeine
In addition, I need to sublimate
Sleep then running
I used to run like a cat
I really enjoyed that
Feeling rather strong
Now I can’t even handle the possibility
Of getting my heart going
From a very cold stop
Yet as Jack Terrill stated
From Russia with Love
Suffering must be so we can
Know pleasure
But I am Mellow dead
And I cannot even think
“About Saffron”
Now that is a derailment
When am I going to start again
Learning to write, right
No that is wrong
After a sixar
I be sleepin
I am carrying a slight buzz
I only live once!
My kidneys hurt
In the mornings
My brain hurts
In the morning
But I feel good dancing and singing
Good at this moment
Cause I really have lived once
And I pray I can stop
Before I’m dead
Not looking to tomorrow
I am in “the second”
Earth, please, help me
With this next life
Cause I do not want to like die again
Let me kill this schizoid paradigm
Or doctrine
“Reality Testing Intact?”
I’m writing for pleasure
And salvation
And if the fates decide
I die, I’m dead
I want to go away
And awaken on a day
Without habits
And urges
To smoke, drink, dip
The genes are working against me
Some say
I wish to mourn like a
Grazing animal
An antelope
Or maybe an Aurochs
Pissed I be at “The Fates”
I have no true mythology
Ah! Yes!
I be lying to myself
Cause at times I
“Ain’t nothing but a hound dawg”
Am I King of Dawgs?
Do I feel you with me?
The loyal bugger she was
Henry the “Little Lost Dog”
AKA Perodita, Lady, Pare, Hank
A love in my life
I hate it when something dies before me
I loved girls once
I think
What will I do for one?
Not Die
Looking for electro-love
I reached a few in time
With some I believe we had a thing
Called “Radar Love”
“No More Speed I’m Almost There”
“Not Quite Right”
Wishing to
Make a “Love Connection”
After death?
For sure I will connect back with
Mother Earth
I try not to make you guess
Zolada means Gold in Polish
I think
I had a little Gold once
I pounded it to a lump
I marveled at it
Then sold it
Females
I have observed thousands
What do Men See?
I know what I see
Some things are stimulating
The forms and grace
The “I want you to look at me non-verbal cues”
Like pumps
God thank you for the last girl
Some girls are best seen
Geologically
Mother Earth
She be
The biggest and possibly
The best girl I know
Traditional and contemporary at the same time
A real go-getter
Men be there and meet the dirt
Yet run there as slow as you can
Unless you are under unbearable pain
Signed TorkASaurus
REX for short
Onward Christian Soldiers
To the last pagina
Pagina de musica
Grandiloquence
Embellishment
Ethnic
Why do writers write?
They hate the return key
To always look for
The missing link
I know what that is
You don’t?
What do you know?
Cause I don’t
Oh! I gather what it is to know and use
Is empathy and compassion
For those who never had a chance
Born to hell
And only going deeper!
Help us…
I am listening to
James Bond (JB) themes
I played
I danced
With Ms. Bunny Rabbit
She liked it
He like it
Now we be rock’ in
To J.B. jazz
Some more brews
My life is such a trip and fall
Used to be depressed
Now
Some good time
Some of these paginas
Aqui
Yo estoy aqui
Miracles
Called
853-1212
Its 1:34:50
That time lady
Just never grows old
Where I am going
Or what to do
Going to the NA meeting
At South Coast Hospital
Tonight
It is East Meets West
Meeting at eight
Sleep at nine fifteen
So I can drive sober
No sense getting busted
Going to a meeting
NA
That is Narcotics Anonymous
For the novices
I need to give up all forms of drugs
Alcohol, nicotine, and caffeine
In addition, I need to sublimate
I used to run like a cat
I really enjoyed that
Feeling rather strong
Of getting my heart going
From a very cold stop
Yet as Jack Terrill stated
From Russia with Love
Suffering must be so we can
Know pleasure
And I cannot even think
“About Saffron”
Now that is a derailment
When am I going to start again
Learning to write, right
No that is wrong
After a sixar
I be sleepin
I am carrying a slight buzz
I only live once!
In the mornings
My brain hurts
In the morning
Good at this moment
Cause I really have lived once
And I pray I can stop
Before I’m dead
Not looking to tomorrow
I am in “the second”
Earth, please, help me
With this next life
Cause I do not want to like die again
Or doctrine
“Reality Testing Intact?”
I’m writing for pleasure
And salvation
I die, I’m dead
I want to go away
And awaken on a day
Without habits
And urges
To smoke, drink, dip
Some say
I wish to mourn like a
Grazing animal
An antelope
Or maybe an Aurochs
Pissed I be at “The Fates”
Ah! Yes!
I be lying to myself
Cause at times I
“Ain’t nothing but a hound dawg”
Am I King of Dawgs?
The loyal bugger she was
Henry the “Little Lost Dog”
AKA Perodita, Lady, Pare, Hank
A love in my life
I hate it when something dies before me
I think
What will I do for one?
Not Die
I reached a few in time
With some I believe we had a thing
Called “Radar Love”
“No More Speed I’m Almost There”
“Not Quite Right”
Make a “Love Connection”
After death?
For sure I will connect back with
Mother Earth
Zolada means Gold in Polish
I think
I had a little Gold once
I pounded it to a lump
I marveled at it
Then sold it
I have observed thousands
What do Men See?
I know what I see
Some things are stimulating
The forms and grace
The “I want you to look at me non-verbal cues”
Like pumps
Some girls are best seen
Geologically
Mother Earth
She be
The biggest and possibly
The best girl I know
A real go-getter
Men be there and meet the dirt
Yet run there as slow as you can
Unless you are under unbearable pain
Signed TorkASaurus
REX for short
To the last pagina
Pagina de musica
Grandiloquence
Embellishment
Ethnic
They hate the return key
To always look for
The missing link
You don’t?
What do you know?
Cause I don’t
Oh! I gather what it is to know and use
Is empathy and compassion
For those who never had a chance
Born to hell
And only going deeper!
This song is for people
It’s for people like you
This song is for the ordinary
Civilian and soldiers to
This song is for those alive
Who can actually read it
Like you, some others, and me
This song is for the
Successful
In whatever that may be
This song is not just for Mel
Or Madonna
Though this song they could sing
This song is for parties
Especially those that encourage you
To sing for All to hear
This song is for people
Americans, Soviets, as well as the rest
Mostly
This song is for authentic friends
Like me and you
Like me and you
You and Me!
Us
It’s for people like you
Civilian and soldiers to
Who can actually read it
Like you, some others, and me
Successful
In whatever that may be
Or Madonna
Though this song they could sing
Especially those that encourage you
To sing for All to hear
Americans, Soviets, as well as the rest
This song is for authentic friends
Like me and you
Like me and you
Us
I’m finding her so attractive
Her lips taste great
I’m in a sort of
Love with my
New friend
Maybe she will become my
Girlfriend
Hasn’t had one for a long time
Not really since Katy & Leanna
This new girl
Her name is Jody
I really thank her
For making the first move
Ending my paralysis
And the untouchable
I’m thinking of her right now
Of course
Deep inside me
That part seems to connect
With her
I think she knows me better
For better or worse
Often
Cuts me slack
Lets me take two steps back
Into the light of reason
Thinking
That Mr. Jones knows her song
Better than I
Because she counted crows
Before me
In a manner I identify
A bit
With
Mr. Jones
I take it he says to me
Get close to her
Yet retain comfort
In a way her first move
Was a remedy
For my condition called
Never going to move first…
She said “Kiss Me”
Her lips taste great
I’m in a sort of
Love with my
New friend
Girlfriend
Hasn’t had one for a long time
Not really since Katy & Leanna
Her name is Jody
I really thank her
Ending my paralysis
And the untouchable
Of course
Deep inside me
That part seems to connect
With her
For better or worse
Often
Cuts me slack
Lets me take two steps back
Into the light of reason
That Mr. Jones knows her song
Better than I
Because she counted crows
Before me
A bit
With
Mr. Jones
Get close to her
Yet retain comfort
In a way her first move
Was a remedy
For my condition called
Never going to move first…
As I hear your whispers
Sometimes I am lost
Trying to do right by you
I know its good
When I see your smile
When I see your smile
I elevate to feel glad
At times I feel
I am not clear
I try to help with the goals
You are trying to attain
In my best moments
I will give you aid
I will offer you inspiration
Yet I know you will make it
Anyhow
I think that I am honored
To be your friend
Yet to tell the truth
You often scare me
If some of your
Sad faces could speak
Without an attack
Maybe I would not get trashed
By your truth
Even if apart
I believe
That I will always be
Your complement
And in the events
That you
Release that temper
I hope myself composed
That I may remain cool
And listen, and possibly act
On your requests
I can close my eyes
Though you are not here
I see you
Especially your full lips
Often I feel slow
When addressing
You
Yet there is so much for me
Still to know
Always learning with regards
To you
You’re not the best teacher
Am I helping you?
My goal is to reciprocate
Offer you new options
I’ve tried to help you
From the first we met
I have reservations
Because of our pasts
I wish that my attraction
May keep us on track
One final word
A compliment
From a complement
Katie you are beautiful
Sometimes I am lost
I know its good
When I see your smile
When I see your smile
I elevate to feel glad
I am not clear
I try to help with the goals
You are trying to attain
I will give you aid
I will offer you inspiration
Yet I know you will make it
Anyhow
To be your friend
Yet to tell the truth
You often scare me
Sad faces could speak
Without an attack
Maybe I would not get trashed
By your truth
I believe
That I will always be
Your complement
That you
Release that temper
I hope myself composed
That I may remain cool
And listen, and possibly act
On your requests
Though you are not here
I see you
Especially your full lips
When addressing
You
Yet there is so much for me
Still to know
Always learning with regards
To you
Am I helping you?
My goal is to reciprocate
Offer you new options
I’ve tried to help you
From the first we met
Because of our pasts
I wish that my attraction
May keep us on track
A compliment
From a complement
Katie you are beautiful
I was born
In spring of ‘59
In the Golden Valley
Of Minnesota
I took my first breath
Reportedly
Sometime near 9 pm
On Sunday
Easter Sunday
March 29
About three years later
I sort of died
My sister
Christine
Pushed me away from
Her in the Pacific Ocean
At Huntington, California
The water was well over my head
She had dragged me out
Past the sandbar
On my own
I sank
Once
Struggled to the surface
Just to sink again
I woke up on the beach
On my side
With the saving
Lifeguard peering over me
On the bottom
Just after I had gulped the water for air
The adrenaline gave me a warm peace
I died for a moment
Gone no memory
Until the beach
Thank you Chris
Years went by before I came close
To dying again
Somewhere around 1979
I had drank a little more than usual
I lay down and I already felt
Overdose and the main volume
Of EtOH had not even been absorbed
I fell unconscious
A light unconsciousness
Yet soon I felt
A squashing
The Weight of the Devil
I felt on my chest
So hard it stopped my breathing
I faded away
Till uncle Pat found me in spirit
And led me back
I awoke in the morning
Just knowing how close
I came to not
Two close to deads
In the first half of life
I had hopes of all hopes
That these were the end
Until the true end
Me, at a ripe old and golden age as a sage
In spring of ‘59
In the Golden Valley
Of Minnesota
Reportedly
Sometime near 9 pm
On Sunday
Easter Sunday
March 29
I sort of died
My sister
Christine
Pushed me away from
Her in the Pacific Ocean
At Huntington, California
She had dragged me out
Past the sandbar
On my own
I sank
Once
Struggled to the surface
Just to sink again
On my side
With the saving
Lifeguard peering over me
Just after I had gulped the water for air
The adrenaline gave me a warm peace
I died for a moment
Gone no memory
Until the beach
Thank you Chris
To dying again
Somewhere around 1979
I had drank a little more than usual
I lay down and I already felt
Overdose and the main volume
Of EtOH had not even been absorbed
A light unconsciousness
Yet soon I felt
A squashing
The Weight of the Devil
I felt on my chest
So hard it stopped my breathing
Till uncle Pat found me in spirit
And led me back
Just knowing how close
I came to not
In the first half of life
I had hopes of all hopes
That these were the end
Me, at a ripe old and golden age as a sage
I really wish to die
Actually be euthanized
Tonight at eleven pm
I have a simple request
That the mediator
Provide me with a dying dog
No
It’s not the dog that is dying
It’s a dog to die with
To hold during the passage
So I may feel in my
Last
Warmth and comfort
Peace and calm
And in the final moments
Relieve my life’s pain
Miraculously she takes
What not they have offered to bare
As she, my dying dog, nestles
Near my heart
I’m thinking right now
That the
Dying dog, a girl
Small dog
Lovable and loving dog
Is with me I wish
To release, pass
And dissociate
To die with something
From which I can feel
Real love
From her
This dying dog
Now to God I pray
Please send me my
Dying dawg
And a skilled euthanist
Now
Before hell returns
As losing control
Of my mind, heart, body, and soul
Amen, So Be It
Actually be euthanized
Tonight at eleven pm
That the mediator
Provide me with a dying dog
It’s not the dog that is dying
It’s a dog to die with
To hold during the passage
Last
Warmth and comfort
Peace and calm
And in the final moments
Relieve my life’s pain
What not they have offered to bare
As she, my dying dog, nestles
Near my heart
That the
Dying dog, a girl
Small dog
Lovable and loving dog
Is with me I wish
To release, pass
And dissociate
From which I can feel
Real love
From her
This dying dog
Please send me my
Dying dawg
And a skilled euthanist
Now
Before hell returns
As losing control
Of my mind, heart, body, and soul
I awoke this morning
With my kitten
A real pal
He is
This kitty
Who maybe I will name
Serenity
I watched the sky
Clear to blue and
Crystal clear after a rainstorm
She is out there
The beauty I need
The girl to share
My bed and home
And my peculiar wealth
I’m needing love
With which I
Will kiss her carmine lips
Caress her spirit
Will listen and learn
Of her odyssey on this rock
Our mom, Earth
I will offer a rose
Smelling so sweet
A rose of white it shall be
For purity
Then propose in my manner
To commit for life
To care
And be kind to her
Her name is “True”
She can stand alone
Though she reaches
Over to me
For
Honesty
Loyalty
Patience
I can tell her what I feel
For real
Glad
Sometimes mad
I’m hoping to never hurt her
Yes that is my ideal
With her I will dwell in
Yet another house
A home in a home of
Of God the Father
I ask him to
Give me away
And may we discover love
Everlasting
Not even in
Death
Do Us Part
Cause we will then
Be one and another
In the kingdom
My queen
And
I
The woman of my dream
Now back
To that
Cat
That sits purring on my chest
A slip this was into
A dream of the day
A daydream
With my kitten
A real pal
He is
This kitty
Who maybe I will name
Serenity
Clear to blue and
Crystal clear after a rainstorm
The beauty I need
The girl to share
My bed and home
And my peculiar wealth
With which I
Will kiss her carmine lips
Caress her spirit
Will listen and learn
Of her odyssey on this rock
Our mom, Earth
Smelling so sweet
A rose of white it shall be
For purity
To commit for life
To care
And be kind to her
She can stand alone
Though she reaches
Over to me
For
Honesty
Loyalty
Patience
For real
Glad
Sometimes mad
Yes that is my ideal
Yet another house
A home in a home of
Of God the Father
Give me away
And may we discover love
Everlasting
Not even in
Death
Do Us Part
Be one and another
In the kingdom
My queen
And
I
The woman of my dream
To that
Cat
That sits purring on my chest
A slip this was into
A dream of the day
A daydream
I invite your being
To visit again
We share space
I can’t see you anymore
Because you’re passed the point
Of unlikely return
I ask you
Is this His water you drink?
Do you release it changed?
In composition
As we do
Here in 3D (Death-Disaster-Disease)
You move towards
Me for a day
Then passing
He let you die
I dream you were in no pain
We remain behind
In this potential
Heaven on Earth
You awaken
In a new home
In his
Holy Kingdom
We remaining here
Sleeping
While you celebrate
Release and
Meditate
On his principles
You might feel
We taste
You may touch
We smell
Do you still hear?
I believe I am
Beginning to see
My nature of being
We are A-men
Short lived
Possibly eternal
Know in a manner
I loved you
As I loved no
Other
To visit again
We share space
I can’t see you anymore
Because you’re passed the point
Of unlikely return
Is this His water you drink?
Do you release it changed?
In composition
As we do
Here in 3D (Death-Disaster-Disease)
Me for a day
Then passing
He let you die
I dream you were in no pain
In this potential
Heaven on Earth
You awaken
In a new home
In his
Holy Kingdom
Sleeping
While you celebrate
Release and
Meditate
On his principles
We taste
You may touch
We smell
Do you still hear?
Beginning to see
My nature of being
We are A-men
Short lived
Possibly eternal
I loved you
As I loved no
Other
Oh! Lord
Hear these words
Of mine
Today I am looking
For love
I have been searching
All my life
From the day I open my eyes
Lately I discovered
That you
Lord
May be the one
I needed and need
The most
Oh!
Lord
Hear these words
Of mine
Offer me patience
Infinite
Because I just feel
The best
Is yet to come
In time will you
Show me
“The Way”
And your way
You I believe are
The One
All
The one who feels
Just – Right
Amen
Hear these words
Of mine
For love
I have been searching
All my life
From the day I open my eyes
That you
Lord
May be the one
I needed and need
The most
Lord
Hear these words
Of mine
Infinite
Because I just feel
The best
Is yet to come
Show me
“The Way”
And your way
The One
All
The one who feels
Just – Right
They took me by storm
I entertained them with notions
Notions of a planet of love
Love energy
Energy to conquer all pain and evil
I am on the payroll
The company is called All
Except Nothing
Nothing is another
All-together
I fly the banners for
The God of All
The Son of God
The Mother of God?
Or the Mother God created
Earth
I’m saying to you
Earth
I wish to help preserve you
Transfer as those Celestine’s say
Positive energy
Energy from beyond
Energy that begets order
And the order that
Begets energy
They took me by storm
Those men, plus
Implying that
I may have got the time
Time to
Heal, grow and evolve
To stabilize in security
And find psychic unity
To be One
Impossibly
Though
Not to be “The One”
That thought was a
Big mistake of mine
Pointed out for me
In a visit from the Men, Plus
I entertained them with notions
Notions of a planet of love
Love energy
Energy to conquer all pain and evil
The company is called All
Except Nothing
Nothing is another
All-together
The God of All
The Son of God
The Mother of God?
Or the Mother God created
Earth
Earth
I wish to help preserve you
Transfer as those Celestine’s say
Positive energy
Energy that begets order
And the order that
Begets energy
Those men, plus
Implying that
I may have got the time
Heal, grow and evolve
To stabilize in security
And find psychic unity
To be One
Though
Not to be “The One”
That thought was a
Big mistake of mine
Pointed out for me
In a visit from the Men, Plus
Many times
I’m sitting
Up
Eating my environment
Amusing
Many times
I’m lying
Down
My environment eating
Me
Fun
Now
Having more
Energy
Thinking more or
Less
Need joy and mirth
To delight in mirth
Need time for laughter
Jollity
Glee
Now I harness much, less pain
And things that drain
Me
In reality
Still not
Joyful
But breaking through the bluntness
I feel
Some pleasure
Now for me
That pleasure is
Treasure
Tossing out
Much of the old
Working
Turning over
Acquaintances
Gathering and mustering a new
Hope
A new order
A new economic plan
A new deal
Reforming and creating
In the name of light
That identifies what
I really need now
To Succeed
Satisfaction
In obtaining
And retaining
Security
And a promise that all will be well
Before, at, and after
The END…
I’m sitting
Up
Eating my environment
I’m lying
Down
My environment eating
Me
Having more
Energy
Thinking more or
Less
To delight in mirth
Need time for laughter
Jollity
Glee
And things that drain
Me
In reality
Still not
Joyful
But breaking through the bluntness
I feel
Some pleasure
That pleasure is
Treasure
Tossing out
Much of the old
Working
Turning over
Acquaintances
Hope
A new order
A new economic plan
A new deal
In the name of light
That identifies what
I really need now
To Succeed
In obtaining
And retaining
Security
And a promise that all will be well
The END…
I release emotionally
I release spiritually
Both
In the Realm of Contrast
I now know
My differentials
Beginning
To feel the better feelings
Even pleasure from time to time
Yet I am still inundated
Feeling the harsher feelings
Deep sadness
Strong anger
I see no catharsis this week
Grateful though
For the healing I found
And received
Less pain coming in
More pain processed
Into passions
Especially a passion for healing
I never can seem to cry anymore
Even when indicated
I must
I haven’t had the positive antilog
Balancing my painful feelings
And the pain itself
I have little pleasure
To negate the pain
The contrast
Feeling the differential
Would bring tears to a normal
No sense of permanence
To counter the loss, the sadness
The frustration
Little peace or serenity
To contrast the anger
Little health
To contrast with
My hurt
Little love
To contrast and kill the fear
No catharsis in
My visions
Today
I release spiritually
Both
In the Realm of Contrast
My differentials
To feel the better feelings
Even pleasure from time to time
Yet I am still inundated
Feeling the harsher feelings
Strong anger
I see no catharsis this week
For the healing I found
And received
More pain processed
Into passions
Especially a passion for healing
Even when indicated
I must
Balancing my painful feelings
And the pain itself
To negate the pain
Feeling the differential
Would bring tears to a normal
To counter the loss, the sadness
The frustration
To contrast the anger
Little health
To contrast with
My hurt
Little love
To contrast and kill the fear
My visions
Today
Thinking
My neighbors downstairs are moving
Their teeny girl
Playing the bassy music
Rumbling through my floor
Driving me bonkers
I hope a quiet group
Moves in below
In 187
Now
In the in between time
It is wonderfully peaceful
Downstairs
And up here in 287
Had a wild dream
I had a bug
A cat
In a tenement
Now
I have downed
Nine beers
At best
I will get sick
This alcohol is
Such non-sense
Hope to score
Some bong-hits
Manana from GG
In Orange
A stoned KET
How will Joan
Take him?
Like the girls before?
Wendy and Katy
My neighbors downstairs are moving
Their teeny girl
Playing the bassy music
Rumbling through my floor
I hope a quiet group
Moves in below
In 187
In the in between time
It is wonderfully peaceful
Downstairs
And up here in 287
I had a bug
A cat
In a tenement
I have downed
Nine beers
At best
I will get sick
Such non-sense
Some bong-hits
Manana from GG
In Orange
How will Joan
Take him?
Like the girls before?
Wendy and Katy
I called my girl
Joan
A moment ago
Eight ‘o five AM
She answered
I said, Hi!
She said,
I know you are real busy
Starting your new life
I am starting
My new life
This morning
She said,
I wish you the best
Of luck
Keith…
Then a click
And she hung up
I feel lousy
Very sad
Tears forming in my
Eyes
Why did she do that?
Cause she was afraid?
That I would do it
Maybe
Joan
I hurt before you
Got hurt with you
I try not to hurt others
Cause I am hurting
As you have
I actually liked her
At times wanted
To be
With her
Till the end…
Joan
A moment ago
Eight ‘o five AM
She answered
I know you are real busy
Starting your new life
I am starting
My new life
This morning
I wish you the best
Of luck
Keith…
And she hung up
Very sad
Tears forming in my
Eyes
Cause she was afraid?
That I would do it
Maybe
I hurt before you
Got hurt with you
I try not to hurt others
Cause I am hurting
As you have
At times wanted
To be
With her
Till the end…
I Never really laughed much
Remembering comedy
And comedians
At The Laugh Stop
In Newport
They could get me
To laugh
Laugh
Till
My gut ached
I don’t laugh much
Anymore
I think laughing
Really stopped
For the
Haldol Man
And the
Navane Crawley Man
Right now
It is August
Thirtieth
Two thousand
And two
Though
I don’t laugh
Much
I have a lot to be
Happy about
Yet I wish I could really
Let out a good healthy
Hearty
Laugh!
Remembering comedy
And comedians
At The Laugh Stop
In Newport
To laugh
Laugh
Till
My gut ached
Anymore
I think laughing
Really stopped
Haldol Man
And the
Navane Crawley Man
It is August
Thirtieth
Two thousand
And two
I don’t laugh
Much
I have a lot to be
Happy about
Let out a good healthy
Hearty
Laugh!
Holy - Holy
Girl energy
Magnificent
Stupendous
An exclamation part
The power
And the glory
How did they begin that song?
Ponytails in gales
Hair down to their rears
Smokin
Only on Saturdays
That prime spot
And the floor exercises
The girl
Her energy
And me
With forms that only complement
Their girlish minds
Working for
Touch Co. Unlimited
Please squeeze me as I am
Warm and fuzzy
Where do we go now?
Stimulate our senses
OO-OO that smell
My memory of her grows stronger
As the day extends longer
Our hearts on fire
Setting free
That - Girl energy!
Girl energy
Magnificent
Stupendous
The power
And the glory
Ponytails in gales
Hair down to their rears
Only on Saturdays
That prime spot
And the floor exercises
Her energy
And me
Their girlish minds
Touch Co. Unlimited
Please squeeze me as I am
Warm and fuzzy
Stimulate our senses
OO-OO that smell
My memory of her grows stronger
As the day extends longer
Setting free
That - Girl energy!
